I know you guys know that I've always tried to get as much work out as possible. That I do appreciate whatever comments I can get and faves. And maybe you guys are well aware that I've slown down the last year to year and a half ago but I think it's about time I admit it and there's no use fighting it anymore. I don't think I have that spark anymore.
Writing inflation stories isn't quite as entertaining as it once was.
There was a time I could pump out two to three stories a month. Maybe it's because I wrote during culinary school where most of the work is in lab and not with homework, and/or I had a different job with not so many hours. Maybe I've matured a bit or something. So it's time I admit that it's not so much of a blast and is a bit of a chore at times. I'm going into semi-'retirement'.
Not to say I'm going to stop writing. I'm not going to try to get pieces out once a month like I've been trying to (and failing with flying colors) so they'll be more like events. Pretty much I worry that people get up in the morning or check deviant art in especial hopes that I've produced something. I'm probably thinking too high of myself if I'm thinking that but if there's one guy...
Another reason I'm doing this is because I have a bad guilt system in me. I feel I have to do some sort of goodbye or something like that. Well it's not really a good bye. But I need to give some sort of closure in admitting that I'm slowing down. So it's also partially for me because I feel guilty when I consider myself late with work. I want to get rid of that and not be so stressed.
I certainly get a kick whenever I type in blueberry inflation in search, I think it's those words, and I see my very first story right away. It's a nice little honor that I hope I can hang onto for a while longer. I think my best story is my adult version of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, which I admit would love to do a sequel to.
So I guess I'm going the way of Bellymanga or Johnnyswell in which I've slowed down, give something every once in a good while, but never be completly gone. I'm keeping my stuff hope,well continue to search for inflation stories and sexy artwork, be around deviant art, answer letters, take and give advice, and so on. But I've finally admitted to myself that I'm not as wild as I used to be. I do plan on finish the Kim story so don't worry
So this certainly isn't good bye, more like a very slight see you later. Maybe like a teen leaving the house for college. They'll be seeing their parents less but they certainly won't be out of their lives. Unless they're crappy parents that you want nothing to do with, and I certainly hope I'm not one of THOSE mother-in-laws.
Oh and I'm happy to see another page of Beach Blanket Blueberry up. For a second I thought he quit on that.
- Mood:
Daily Needs - Listening to: Nothing
- Reading: comic books
- Watching: Space Ghost
- Playing: Halo 3
- Eating: nothing
- Drinking: nothing